I see where I’m heading. I know I must stop. But I don’t. I forsee my self-destruction, yet I play it out like a puppet of fate
I’m drowning in the bottom of a bottle.
Running from a man I swore I’d never be.
No one ever has to face tomorrow.
But I’m the one that has to face me.
It’s the demons I’ve created for myself.
The tragic truth.
It’s hard for me to understand myself.
So it has to be hard as hell for you
I can’t say the Devil made me do it.
I chose to be the one I am, the way I am today.
I wish there was but there’s no way around it.
In the end I made the choice and will not die ashamed.
Are we born to be broken, sinners, and thieves?
Someone tell the heavens I’m ready to escape!
This is not what I wanted not what I need!
Take it all, tear it all, rip it all away!
Take it all, tear it all, rip it all, tear it all!
Someone tell the heavens to take it all, tear it all away!
There are things I have done
There’s a place I have gone
There’s a beast And I let it run
Now it’s running
My way
There are things I regret
To can’t forgive You can’t forget
There’s a gift That you sent
You sent it
My way
So take this night
Wrap it around me like a sheet
I know I’m not forgiven
But I need a place to sleep
So take this night
And lay me down on the street
I know I’m not forgiven
But I hope that I’ll be given
Some peace
There’s a game That I play
There are rules I had to break
There’s mistakes That I made
But I made them
My way
So take this night
Wrap it around me like a sheet
I know I’m not forgiven
But I need a place to sleep
So take this night
And lay me down on the street
I know I’m not forgiven
But I hope that I’ll be given …
Some peace …
When tomorrow was yesterday
When tomorrow was yesterday the future wasn’t our past.
These clouds were blue skys and misery was happiness
Broken hearts were still in love,
Tears were laughter, pain was joy
Grieving was fulfillment and darkness was light
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Is it more selfish that i contemplate killing myself, or that the main thing keeping me from doing it is that I know I’m too awesome to deprive the world of my existence?
So why did you take him out of our dream
That kept me young and trusted?
Singled out and dazed
What else can you do for me to keep me standing?
Everydays a new confession
Vulnerable, are we all?
Without faith, we’ll go on
Til it’s over
The world doesn’t always love you
But you never let that define you
Just have faith, we’ll go on
We’ll get closer
To everyone to ever tried to hate you
Say goodbye, it was nice to know you!
Nice to know you!
I’ve become so cynical
Tell me know
Can I hear the voice of reason?
You’re so beautiful
What else can you
Do for me to keep me grounded?
Everyones a new possession
Vulnerable, are we all?
Without faith, we’ll go on
Til it’s over
The world doesn’t always love you
But you never let that define you
Just have faith, we’ll go on
We’ll get closer
To everyone to ever tried to hate you
Say goodbye, it was nice to know you!